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 LOOK FOR GUIDANCE

Today's affirmation says to look for guidance.  I've been so anxious all day, waiting by the phone to hear about finalizing my treatment plan.  I have prayed all day for someone to reach out to me and let me know something.  Finally, around 5PM, I received my guidance!  My oncologist called to talk to me.  I owe that phone call to the Lord because I have prayed so hard today for answers.  Originally my plan was to first have my mastectomy followed by chemotherapy.  However, since my tumor has doubled in size, he wants me to do chemotherapy first, followed by surgery second.  I will be undergoing five months of aggressive chemotherapy, beginning next week.  I'm extremely nervous, but at the same time ready to get this going.  I feel like there has been a lot of appointments I've had to go through in order to reach this point.  But I'm glad it is here.  It's go time!  I will be given two chemo drugs once per week for the first 12 weeks.  The remaining 8 weeks haven't been discussed with me yet.  I will need extra prayers during this difficult time, as I know chemotherapy is hard on the body.  Thank you so much to everyone for continuing to pray for me and show me such wonderful support!  It truly means the world to me. 


 

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  1. I will pray for you soo hard. Sending soo many hugs and prayers!!! Love you

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