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 HEAD SHAVING DAY

Today marks a pivotal day for me on my journey.  I made the very difficult decision to shave my hair off.  It was time.  My hair has been falling out by the handfuls.  As a woman, losing your hair is such an emotional thing to have happen.  There are certain things in life that define who we are as women and our hair is definitely one of those things.  I decided to let my husband shave my hair off.  It was just the two of us, as I wasn't ready for it to be a family matter.  It was something very private for me.  Yes, I shed some tears.  Tears for what was happening.  Tears for why it was happening.  Tears of grief.  Tears of pride.  Tears for my husband.  The emotional side of losing my hair during all this is definitely overwhelming.  However, as I said before, I'm ok with it.  It is part of the process.  It is temporary and it will grow back.  I will continue to push through each step of the way and face each challenge with courage and strength because I know God is on my side.  He is with me and will carry me through the whole journey.    






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