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 BE PATIENT WITH WINTER

Today's affirmation has more than one meaning to me.  I've had to be patient with more than just winter.  FIRST, it talks about winter being a time to slow down and enjoy our homes and ourselves.  We need to enjoy the cozy feeling of socks, of blankets and sweaters and hot beverages.  Today was the perfect day to find joy in the cold, both indoors and out.  The kids have had a blast sledding outside today.  It has also been a great day for napping and movies.  I'm a summer girl through and through, but I can appreciate the beauty of winter.  I'm getting better at being patient with winter.  I used to wish it away as soon as it began.  However, it's good for all of us to find ways to enjoy all the seasons, even the frigid ones.  

SECOND, I was supposed to have my port placement surgery follow-up today.  The weather caused the office to close, which cancelled all the appointments for the day.  I'm being tested on my patience during the holidays and with this ice storm, dealing with my cancer diagnosis.  It has been difficult waiting all these days for my next appointments.  Hopefully the wheels will begin to turn this week, as I have a couple of pre-surgery appointments.  I'm ready to begin, but in the meantime I'll sit back with my warm blanket and enjoy the beautiful winter outside.  


  

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